回忆

这。。一切只能在我脑海里当成回忆。。
也许这也是一场过了两年的梦，
两年就这样过去了，你，现在对我而言已经是不可能的事，
或许这样也对的吧，幸好没开始过，
或许你也正当我是妹妹，
因为你对每个都一样，
其实我对你不懂是友爱还是。。。
可是当你很关心我的时候，
我的心就特别心疼，
这可能看戏看多了所患成感觉，
这或许我多想了。。。
不过这也是我们的过去！
这已经在此结束了这种感觉！！

My feeling....

Yesterday is my last day and chance in my last day in TARC ba...
I was so happy can eat dinner with Elena, Ah Gui, and Sing Min:)
We took many photo in outside DkABF(Lecture hall)....
At these time,really feel lonely and no this gang of frends can
chat with me anymore...
Although I know my attitude and personality you all not like at,but
you all still ''jia jia'' frends with me...What I can say here I was so appreciate
here...espescially Elena you..I also have follow your advice last time,don't think
so much...don't think too much when people talking at the back of me...
But sometime not me to think too much,is what you all said I can actually hear and
let me felt not safe with you all...and let me to think negative thing...
Why I know you are totally not like me is because I saw you written in your status in
facebook "Whatever, just keep barking there, luckily we no need to see you again=) Ohya, you know, your Nice Personality and Attitude is spoiling your future, just keep going!!GOD BLESS YOU!" Althought you are not listed down you are say who gere..but see you comment I already you are actually writting me actually...You know when I saw this I am crying...and felt why why...
And I starting beware of you guys...But it was really no more chance to let me beware you...
This semester time I seldom to chat with you becausce I kow you are not like me anymore...
I dont want to ask Elena you because I know you too best frend with her... I cant write so many at here because i want to cry out liao...